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[12 Sep 2006|05:45pm] |
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I feel so overwhelmed all the time nowadays. Since school started back I have a miserable fucking wreck. I can't stand all this shit I have to do. It seems so damn impossible. I feel like a wretch for complaining about everything but I've got to get this shit out of my mind. I don't know how to make it all work....
I'm waiting for some small miracle to save my ass.
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| stand still, look pretty |
[12 Sep 2006|05:40pm] |
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the wreckers cd |
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I want to paint my face
And pretend that I am someone else
Sometimes I get so fed up
I don't even want to look at myself
But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I hate the way you look at me I have to say
I wish I could start over
I am slowly falling apart
I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
You might think it's easy being me
You just stand still, look pretty
Sometimes I find myself shaking
In the middle of the night
And then it hits me and I can't
Even believe this is my life
But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I wish that everyone would go and shut their mouths
I'm not strong enough to deal with it
I am slowly falling apart
I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
You might think it's easy being me
You just stand still, look pretty
I am slowly falling apart
I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
You might think it's easy being me
You just stand still, look pretty
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| time flies when you're busy.... |
[23 Jul 2006|11:15pm] |
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yo momma radio 520 AM |
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This is crazy....life is crazy....I am about to go on vacation for a week while I am also changing addresses....ahhh....so little time and so much to do.... school is about to start (18 days) and all this is happening so quickly and all at the same time...'tis a bit over the top...oh well, soon we will move, school will start and I will get back in the hang of things...I hope...
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[19 Jul 2006|09:32pm] |
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Well....school is about to start again....it's quite emotional....happy and sad.
Sad because this is my last summer before school starts. Because it's my Senior year...I have to make a poster to sit out front on the first day of school...I thought I had this whole college thing figured out but it seems the closer we get to the end the fuzzier everything gets...Oh well, I guess that's just life. I am happy because this year is going to be so much fun and I'm going to get to see all my friends again! Well I guess I should make the best of everything that comes my way....ttfn, ta ta for now!
au revoir,
christen marie
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| oh geez! |
[17 Jul 2006|06:58pm] |
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it's been soo long! how did this happen? oh well...summer is so close to being over! Senior year?! CRAZY!!!!!!! only 24 days till we start back to school?! ahhh! school supply shopping this evening or tomorrow morning! Our house is coming along greatly! things are beginning to happen! I am sooooo excited! Well I gtg (we got our yard and air conditioning TODAY!) gtg I'm being left! AHHH! I've got to read too! one more book to go and I'm going on vacation...crap! well have a great day!
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| wow today feels like monday |
[30 May 2006|09:49pm] |
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everything - alanis morissette |
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It hasn't sunk in yet that I am out for summer. It feels so wierd. I feel like it's been a long weekend. By the way this past weekend I went to the river with Tommy for Memorial Day. My whole family came and that made it awesome. We are one crazy bunch of people! Anyway we roded four-wheelers, swam in the river, bathed in the river, played with puppies and enjoyed ourselves. I hope Tommy wants to go back soon. We couldn't take my four-wheeler because it won't start. I've got to get Joseph to fix it for me. Hopefully I'll get new tires and a snorkel job in too. Let us not hope too much. Anyway, I had my senior pictures today so I went and got my nails done. So pretty! That's pretty much all for now. I can look at my SAT scores tomorrow. I have also already finished a summer reading book! Hopefully I can have all 3 read by early July..we'll see
T.T.F.N. - ta ta for now. Have a good summer!
au revoir,
christen marie
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| it's a great day to be alive |
[20 May 2006|10:27pm] |
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fleetwood mac - peacekeeper |
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well...today I went to the river to clean for next weekend(memorial day)...it sure was fun....not really but it had to be done and now I appreciate the river more....boy I hope Tommy has fun or I will be very disappointed...not much else to talk about except Tommy took me out for my b-day tonight and my gift is amazing....a gold garnet necklace...how beautiful!
well I guess that's all for now! T.T.F.N. ta ta for now!
P.S. - I have an English paper due Tuesday! AHHHHHH!
au revoir,
christen marie
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| yesterday was awesome |
[18 May 2006|06:48am] |
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as some of you already know yesterday was by birthday. it was filled with fun and presents. we went out to dinner at Carabba's which was awesome. When we got back to my house everybody came over for presents and cake. Lisa Beth brought her new puppy pals and they are soo cute! Anyways, I suppose I should tell you what I got for presents....
mom and dad: emerald earrings and ring and a new laptop!
lisa, dannie, joseph, and mash: $40.00!
grandma and pa: $100.00!
well it's not really about presents, it's about a family coming together to celebrate a special occasion such as birth. Tommy got me a dozen beautiful fire and ice roses, my sister got me and orchid, and my dad got me a gardenia. Tommy is going to take me out on saturday and give me my present. I don't really care about a present as long as he shows/tells me he loves me. Well I've got to get ready for school!
bon chance de la vie!
au revoir,
christen marie
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| today was a day |
[08 May 2006|07:17pm] |
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 b/c of the sun thing |
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Law and Order - actually TV show |
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today was Monday....woo hoo!
how exciting....well anyway....I had to make up the history quiz I missed for my little sickness. not much has happened...today was a dreary day. It was overcast with no sight of the sun! Oh well, you can't prevent the weather. My father is going out of town on wednesday and won't be back till Sunday so party @ my place...LoL...j/k! This Sunday is mother's day...crap...I must finish my shopping! well I gtg because my mother states that my dinner is ready to be ingested. TTFN... ta ta for now.... Love to all!
au revoir,
christen marie
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| Braves actually won! |
[30 Apr 2006|10:35pm] |
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wicked - defying gravity |
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well today I didn't hardly do anything...I went to Tommy's house. I helped him finish his research paper which is due tomorrow. I also spent time with his nieces nad nephew when they came over. We had a wonderful BBQ chicken dinner....well that's all for now b/c I must get a shower in the morning and study for my freaking history test that I am absolutly dreading! anyways TTFN ta ta for now! have a nice night!
au revoir,
christen marie
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| mon premier entree |
[29 Apr 2006|11:33pm] |
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Oh lala! how exciting....most of this journal is going to be in french soo if you can't read french you have come to the wrong place....some entries will be in english, yes, but i'm trying to expand my french mind...well its getting late so that's all i'll write for now!
au revoir,
christen marie
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